Today was absolutely mundane.
The most profound part was when I was walking back from the library after working on Anthropology. I had my headphones in, and Imogen Heap’s “Headlock live from iTunes Festival” was playing. Something interesting happened: I didn’t feel anything. I know that sounds incredibly negative and emo-ish, but I don’t mean for it to. What I am trying to say it that I simply was. The music was playing, but I wasn’t listening. I was walking, but I didn’t feel it. I saw things, but they didn’t register. I don’t know why, but that makes me really happy in retrospect. I’ve had some really crap days lately, and being completely removed made me incredibly happy. I’m not sure if I should be happy about this, but I am. I really hope to have these experiences more in the future.
Good bye, my friend.